Sometimes I want to remain in this exact pause and other times I want everything to change,

Sometimes I want to experience each emotions and other times I wish I could remain in a daze..

Sometimes I want to cry out loud and other times I just want to drown in this silence;

Sometimes I want to be a saviour and other times I just hope to be more humane ..

Sometimes I want to lose grip of reality and other times I want to hold on tight to a wish for all this to be a bad nightmare !

Sometimes I want to reach out to everyone I ever connected with and other times I crave I hadn’t filled my heart with so much love and care .

But ALL the times … through this pain , this fear and this anxiety…my hope remains..

For us to remember how it is to experience the joy , the smiles and the happiness some day again !!